PEYN

Massa N'em

The Van Leers


(my spelling Van Lier)
My research has taken me back to this Swiss Mountains. Of course this is Massa's people not necessarily mine but I do have the "Van Leer" last name so my ancestors definitely worked their land. At one point A.W. Van Leer had 114 slaves which means he was doing very well for himself (because of my ancestors). I may or may not have the Swiss/German and even Russian blood the "Van Leers'" did but then again we don't know who was Massa's chillin either. It's good to know your history but what I'm finding, a "Van Leer" had a hand in clearing out some of the Midwest including Western PA which means he raped, killed and destroyed the Native Americans who were already residing in this area. But anyway that's just 200 years ago and a couple million savages just wandering around. This is also so eerily my history also because my ancestors obviously did a lot for middle Tennessee and I believe a lot of PA in the Philadelphia and Reading, PA areas. Stay tuned for my research and anger. Here is Massa's website www.vanleerplus.org

A Change is Going to Come

This is from my horoscope recently. Lately, it's as if you've been riding a roller coaster on which you're forbidden to scream. It's as if you've been trying to suppress your laughter as you watch a series of the funniest stand up comedians on the planet. It's like you've been ordered to sit stiffly in a chair and keep your feet motionless while your favorite band plays the dance music you love best. I hope you won't put up with this predicament any longer, Taurus. Either scream, laugh and dance, or else escape any situation that's keeping you clamped down.

This horoscope is really scarey because I really do need to get off of my ass and do something. I hate this job I'm sitting at right now but can't seem to get motivated. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? Maybe not taking care of my Diabetes is one of them. I am a living example of bad eating, sleeping, and everything else habits that really do make a difference in your body. I don't have one ounce of energy and wonder why I'm not doing anything productive. Don't be like me: START MOVING!

Mi tattoo

Hey guys. I know ugly pic but I got my first tattoo. Im so excited. It's the symbol for Taurus the Bull my zodiac sign. I already want more. this is a big step for me choosing to do something that will be so permanent. Wait until I cover my whole back!!!! Hahaha just kidding...maybe.

Saying hello after long time

Hey there! This is for the -10 people who view this blog. I haven't said anything in a while. Probably because I've been depressed. Not because of anything specific my hormones just don't like me very much. To the left is the ring I wear everyday celebrating being a woman.

Give me some time I'll be back. Soon as my seratonin decides what it wants to do. Hopefully the levels with start to go up now that it is nice and sunny out.

April is Poetry Month

Celebrate Poetry Month

I would like to share this poem I thought was a good one. By a black woman Gladys May Casley-Hayford

My Lips

My lips were buds of innocence until you came one day
And drew a fountain from my heart and careless went your way,My lips were hungry, eager flowers curved in ecstatic bliss
To gather the soft sweetness of my next lover's kiss.My lips were luscious ripeness of a crushed and poisoned vine
When you bent your lips upon me and my soft ones clung to thineMy lips are withering fading flowers, full weary unto death
Dew without moisture is thy kiss; wind without heat thy breath.A fugitive tear wells up from my eyes and is secretly, silently shed.
Are lips that once were innocent, so withered, so parched, so dead?

Where's Spring!!

Is anyone else wondering when the earth will decide to explode? A little chilly out O.K. Freezing cold. Hell No!!! This bunny is in desperate need of spring because he is ready to make little bunnies and he's too cold to procreate. Yes we do need more purple bunnies running around. We need more diversity.

He was so cold he couldn't even deliver my easter basket which really infuriated me. I know my teeth hurt and the last thing I need is candy but it was EASTER!! Thanks for nothing Mr. Bunny.